clair - something...clair...nothing.

I am unfolding.

My origami magick is stealthy.

Hidden in each crease is an undulating word.

Paralleled by bent lines and softened corners.

I am unfolding.

My fortune telling comes in a series of yes or no questions.

1, 2, 3, 4. Red, White, Yellow, Or BLACK. 

It all feels beige.

They all seem transparent.

If I was daring- I would crumple myself up and get recycled.

If I was unfolding and unfurled I would smooth out the creases.

This black marker would write, "Fake it, til you make it."

or

"keep it simple, stupid."

Or

"I love you. I'm sorry."

So I take each corner, and neatly fold everything back into place.

What shape does it take?

A crane.

A flower.

A frog.

A diamond.

My fortune telling only comes in yes or no questions.

No- I do not wish to be any of those creatures.

It all feels beige.

Red. Yellow. White. Black.

Folding.

Folding.

Stop.

Gratitude is the best attitude.

My music video release party is this week.

I am internally freaking out, but trying to make sure I put everything into place and have all the materials and things I need beforehand. 

It has been a long time coming, but my single for the music video "BE" is now on I-tunes!

https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/be-single/id975858060

I went through a website that does all the legal work for me, and sets up my store so I can focus on the promotional side of it.

Gratitude.

Life has become a bit surreal.

From what I can see around me, there are still people on the outside of my circle who think I need to be taught a lesson.. Or that I have done them some 'wrong' because I have said NO to whatever suicide march they're on..

I choose my own path, and if you happen to be walking in that direction- let's talk. Otherwise, don't get offended if I continue on without you. It's nothing personal.

-z-

e v o L L o v e

The longer I am away from you, the more I love myself. The more it makes me love you.

The more I appreciate the thoughts and feelings that I denied. The happier I want you to be.

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I am not meant to be a piece of property. To be given a title of his, mr, sir, boyfriend,  or husband.

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I function and feel most fulfilled when I do not feel obligated to the desires of other people.

When I am able to show compassion in a humble and unexpected way.

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I want to love and be loved in return.

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I am in FRIEND-love... I wish I could make the picture clearer.

I wish my kindness and dedication was not confused with "life partner" or "marriage".

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These things make me shut down, and I realize it is because I am better at staying committed to my friends and family, than to someone who wants to have a title and contract over me.

I fully believe that choosing to have someone in your life is more romantic and loving than forcing them to be ONLY YOURS. YOUR WIFE. YOUR BF. YOUR...etc...anything...

I am not a piece of property and neither are you.

We choose the love we give.

I am sorry if mine is not possessive, or jealous.

I think that is a waste of time.

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I applaud and congratulate those who choose their own perception of love.

I respect and admire those who do not force their perceptions on me.

Those are the people I love the most.

Those are the people who love me the most.

-z-